I sure wish that you could be here with us. It is hard to believe that next week you will be turning 10 months old in heaven..where has that time gone? I know t hat I look at your brother, and I think..wow I should be a pro at all this stuff because just 10 months ago I delivered a beautiful baby boy, but our plans didn't go the way we thought that they would. I wish everyday that I could go back and change the outcome of that appointment, but I know that you are in a far better place than I could ask for..although I'd still love to be selfish and just have you hear in my arms..my love for you grows each day! You changed me so much Bentley, and you changed your daddy..and you've impacted more lives than you even know. In this entire experience, I am comforted more each day by people who I dont even know sending me messages on how they've heard your story ....it amazes me. Most days I am in awe, and the only thing I can say is that on October 17th when I sat there for the final time with you in my belly and told you that you were going to change the world one day...I just never knew it'd be this way...I love you always and forever! Until we all meet again. Keep holding onto us, and watch your baby brother like a hawk!! :)
AuthorWe are going through a very difficult journey-My husband (Blake) and I (Steph) lost our baby boy at 38 weeks. His name is Bentley Charles Nalley. This is a blog to help sort out our grief and express how we feel. Archives
June 2015
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