It seems so surreal that 18 months has passed since Bentley has died. . Chase is 8 months. And, I just completed my 8th week of pregnancy, into my 9th. Who knew what this life would bring? Who knows what it will still bring?
So, we had our first appointment a week ago and we saw the heartbeat!! It was in 150s! Woohoo! #1 huddle of 50 million hurdles to go!! Lol I am more relaxed in some aspects with this pregnancy but in the same breathe I am paranoid. The innocence of pregnancy is taken once you experience a loss. You try so hard to enjoy every moment but you can't help but be terrified in same moment because what if that's all you get?
Chase is growing fast! Too fast! He's a crawling machine and standing against everything! He thinks he can walk but he attempts to take a step and on his bum he goes lol. I love him so much. He truly does save me :)
Well, just a clip of today. Our what's going on.
So, we had our first appointment a week ago and we saw the heartbeat!! It was in 150s! Woohoo! #1 huddle of 50 million hurdles to go!! Lol I am more relaxed in some aspects with this pregnancy but in the same breathe I am paranoid. The innocence of pregnancy is taken once you experience a loss. You try so hard to enjoy every moment but you can't help but be terrified in same moment because what if that's all you get?
Chase is growing fast! Too fast! He's a crawling machine and standing against everything! He thinks he can walk but he attempts to take a step and on his bum he goes lol. I love him so much. He truly does save me :)
Well, just a clip of today. Our what's going on.