Life lately has been a little tough. Blake and I have struggled; we have def had our ups and downs. We are learning those who are still here 6 months out, and we are also meeting new people along the way. I truly don't wish this life upon my worst enemy. We have been riding this roller coaster now for 6 months, and it is a ride that I don't think we will ever get off. I believe there will be stops along the way, good ones or bad ones, but I think this truly is our new normal--our new life is a roller coaster.
Many people know that I have had a lot of job changes with the unit of the hospital that I worked on, and it has really sent me for the super dooper loop of our roller coaster! I have decided to go to our employee assistance counselor to discuss how these changes have affected my work life. We talked to our doctor the other day when I mentioned setting up the EAP sessions, and she was like, "you guys are utilizing every resource that we can give to you". So, I know that Blake and I are doing everything we can do work through our grief. I know that there are circumstances that we afford, and I know that new hopes and fears and journeys will come into our path, but we really are trying. We really are doing well despite how we feel sometimes. I am learning a lot about myself during this grief journey. It is a hard path!!!
Many people know that I have had a lot of job changes with the unit of the hospital that I worked on, and it has really sent me for the super dooper loop of our roller coaster! I have decided to go to our employee assistance counselor to discuss how these changes have affected my work life. We talked to our doctor the other day when I mentioned setting up the EAP sessions, and she was like, "you guys are utilizing every resource that we can give to you". So, I know that Blake and I are doing everything we can do work through our grief. I know that there are circumstances that we afford, and I know that new hopes and fears and journeys will come into our path, but we really are trying. We really are doing well despite how we feel sometimes. I am learning a lot about myself during this grief journey. It is a hard path!!!